Changing jobs and other adventures

Anyone who knows me knows I love my job.

I just gave notice.

I can’t keep walking on egg shells. I’m making myself sick.

Every reading says the same thing. I’ve watched over 30 readings. Every channel says the same thing.

You figure if someone won 15 thousand would be in a good mood, not be a bully.

He threatened to punch out a coworker. He said it in front of a manager. He looked right at me when he said it. That was the last straw. I was so upset I couldn’t even go in the next day.

Do it. Hit me. Want jail so bad do it. It’s almost better than walking on egg shells.

I walked away rather than fight. I love this job even if it’s not glamorous. I get up at 4 am to commute for an hour. I have it in me to put up with mold, maggots, and crap (*literally shit) but not be intimidated by a man. The company paid alot for my contract. I’m not property. If I feel unsafe it’s time to go.

I’m not useless. I’m not weak. I got played. I’m not changing and he was trying to groom me and I don’t know if he even realized it.

I still love him. I know he doesn’t know better. He’s had some concussions and I know if he wasn’t half crazy he would be a good person. But that is no reason to stick around in a toxic environment. Every other week someone walks off the floor.

It’s not just me.

I wish him peace. There are better jobs out there and soon I never have to see him again. That’s what he wanted. He won. Congratulations on being a bully.

Everything in my being says “trust your gut, walk away” . It’s so strong.

I’m scared to go, scared to stay. I can’t keep being this stressed out. Changing jobs is brutal but I can’t keep feeling like this. I’m not living, I’m existing.

He was a mistake. I’m too trusting. I look at the best in people. I am too giving. I put others ahead of myself and it’s time for self love.

🙏💖 stay blessed friends 🙏❤️ I got this 💪💃

Here comes c11. Made someone unhappy

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