Work is slow, I’m having my hours cut. I have to find a second job. I wanted to work on the next part of The Other Wize Man but so tired and demoralized I have no energy.
It might be tomorrow or the weekend.
Happy new year? At least they warned me. You can’t do that to adults. I’m not a kid looking for extra money for clothes. I don’t have a partner who supports me and I work as something to do while the kids are in school. I have to plan for rent and bills. I don’t think they wanted to tell me. They have a high turnover in the business and don’t want to lose people but I don’t want to be evicted. I have to be realistic.
Things will work out. Just stressful. Not the news I was expecting but what can you do.
2022, already off to a great start. Just want I wanted. Wearing masks and handling out resumes.
Wake me up in 2023
It’s not like I wasn’t taking risks. Some of the customers have had Hazmat marked bags. I’m not looking forward to working in a really public place. I am worried.
If the work isn’t there then it’s not there.
Once I sort this site out I can make money on it. I am so conflicted about advertising. Morally I am against it, if I am doing pieces critical of advertising and media I feel like a hypocrite with marketing on here. Plus I hate Facebook. I hate it. But it is a required evil in the world. I don’t believe in hell but man, I hope Zuckerberg gets a little cosmic karma the little shark. I know hate is wrong but wow, so trying to find forgiveness.
Half the people I know on YouTube it’s only about the money. I sometimes feel like they promote you giving them money than content. Why I lost my patience with a few people.
I can’t be like that.