https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=UqMbZY_iv6E&feature=share

I have been so much on edge.

I need a new job.

I love my job. I love my company…. but

I was so stressed out about going in today I couldn’t sleep. Then when I did I slept through my alarm.

I haven’t missed a day since I was hired. I just shut down.

I am so stressed I’m having trouble watching the Mari Gras floats or caring about Superbowl. I don’t care. You figure someone who had a meltdown and missed work I would be all over the game today.

(*update —the last week was calmer. )